kleeon 45 minutes ago • 100%
what is NonCredibleDefense and why do people on here post about it?
kleeon 48 minutes ago • 100%
It's me when I accidentally turn on front camera
kleeon 10 hours ago • 100%
#Tradle #928 2/6
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https://oec.world/en/games/tradle
kleeon 11 hours ago • 100%
she was always an opportunist religiously supporting anyone currently in power. Not really a fall, just different set of asses to kiss
kleeon 11 hours ago • 100%
fun fact: she's still alive and is a far right politician
kleeon 21 hours ago • 100%
I'm Hufflepuff apparently
kleeon 1 day ago • 100%
actually 9/11 was a counterintelligence operation
kleeon 1 day ago • 100%
sound like something I would write in 1st grade
kleeon 1 day ago • 100%
mile, foot, stadium. wtf is he talking about
kleeon 2 days ago • 98%
it's fine. Normalising terrorism will never backfire
kleeon 3 days ago • 100%
kleeon 3 days ago • 100%
time for my back to get blown out again
kleeon 3 days ago • 100%
So are we ever going to find out why americans don't have healthcare?
kleeon 3 days ago • 100%
who gives a shit about Lollipop Chainsaw anyway? It's like one of the most mid games ever made
kleeon 4 days ago • 100%
It's just not the same without all the emotes
kleeon 4 days ago • 100%
Sorry folks I won't miss again
kleeon 4 days ago • 100%
I would invent an entire religion to explain what's happening
kleeon 4 days ago • 100%
Great reason not to vote for them
kleeon 4 days ago • 100%
grok's woke
kleeon 4 days ago • 100%
I don't consider NYT writers to be fully human
kleeon 5 days ago • 100%
Lokomotiv next faces off against Lada Togliatti
Train gang vs car gang. Nice
kleeon 6 days ago • 100%
The Second International situation just got worse...
kleeon 6 days ago • 100%
No thanks, I don't really want to reacue the republic
kleeon 6 days ago • 100%
Let me introduce you to something called a struggle session:
WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN YOU HATE CABBAGE ITS LITERALLY THE BEST VEGETABLE
kleeon 7 days ago • 100%
Ebooks really grew on me as of late. They are just way too convenient + easy to pirate
kleeon 7 days ago • 100%
triggered?
kleeon 7 days ago • 100%
I think we need c/worseposting
kleeon 1 week ago • 100%
It's not unified. Each pixel on this map is an independent state
kleeon 1 week ago • 100%
kleeon 1 week ago • 100%
they just found a way to persecute jews again
kleeon 1 week ago • 100%
#Tradle #921 4/6
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https://oec.world/en/games/tradle
kleeon 1 week ago • 100%
kamala IS brat
kleeon 1 week ago • 100%
It's because of woke
kleeon 1 week ago • 100%
this is propaganda of Hasan's own brand and nothing else. I skimmed through this videos and it's basically just a restreamed debate with occasional soy facing over how good of a job kamala is doing
kleeon 1 week ago • 100%
9/11 is the only good thing Bush did
kleeon 1 week ago • 100%
actual cognitive dissonance moment. I literally don't understand how you can do normal debate coverage while one of the debaters is currently overseeing a genocide
kleeon 1 week ago • 100%
can't he ask his editors to stop cheerleading for a genocide perpetrator? It's his own editors that he pays money to. Obviously Hasan is fine with it on some level, otherwise he would have told them to stop
kleeon 1 week ago • 100%
Can he just stop praising genociders? This is getting really annoying
ADOLF HITLER DESTROYED MUSSOLINI
she didn't use raw rice this time ![wowee](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/3eefac46-14be-417c-8702-7c468459a2a2.png "emoji wowee")
Perhaps the boldest experiment in housing urbanism in Soviet history. So called "City inside a city". ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/2fb38ea6-b07a-4653-9d80-f423028156a3.png) Construction of North Cheartanovo began in 1972 and ended in 1985. Using the most progressive urbanist concepts of the era and various advanced construction techniques, It was supposed to serve as the prototype for all future Soviet cities. The goal of the project was to create a fully self-sufficient city with it's own stores, schools, social services etc., all within walkable distance from your home. It would feature many forward-thinking ideas such as [underground parking](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/ab27de66-93a4-4859-b945-16e36341fff2.png) and [vacuum garbage chute system](https://kak-eto-sdelano.livejournal.com/972399.html). The district would provide affordable housing for more than 20 thousand people. ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/0458d9e8-7029-4a46-976f-6d6b7fc7616d.png) North Cheartanovo was designed as a fully pedestrian-oriented city with a series of walkways, bike lanes, over and underpasses connecting the entire place together. The district is surrounded by a ring road where cars can enter or leave underground parking spaces. People can get from underground parking directly to their houses above. ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/1000cf15-6fa7-409e-899a-b4b3221d5297.png) The district is a perfect example of Soviet Modernism. Buildings follow brutalist style with it's long, uninterrupted stretches of grey concrete, sharp angles and simple geometric forms. ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/bf41ce49-7905-4bc3-b88c-48629f99693b.png) Apartment buildings are constructed around large green spaces with parks, communal gardens and play areas. One interesting feature of the districts is it's many artificial green hills. The main purpose of these hills was to create a more tranquil and natural looking environment for the residents. From certain angles, it may appear like building almost "morph" into (or grow out of) surrounding nature. ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/a301266a-a2dd-4c7f-a3ef-e15a3f63fb4e.png) It's unique and striking designs made the district a very popular filming location for many Russian movies (to the great displeasure of local residents). ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/78f1b14e-26ae-4b4f-9bc3-81ef8734708b.png) Unfortunately, due to economic crisis of the 1980s and, later, dissolution of the Soviet Union, North Chertanovo was never fully completed. However, it is still considered one of the best places to live in Moscow and is commonly praised as a huge success of Soviet urbanism. ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/1e99e195-450f-413c-8942-cf27b3d0e1f0.png) Thank you for reading.
I've been occasionally visiting online communities for autistic people and been finding some of the things they talk about relatable. I know there are autistic posters on here so I'd like to ask you some questions. 1) What are some of the signs of autism? 2) How to tell the difference between autism and just being an introvert? 3) Is there any reason to seek autism diagnosis as an adult?
I'm very introverted, so loneliness was usually not a big problem for me. But now I feel like I just need some more people to talk to. Just something else to do besides work. How do you all do it?
Continuing from this post: https://hexbear.net/post/2636649 First of all, thank you guys for all the hugs and all the stories you shared with me. It's good to know I'm not alone. I think writing down my thoughts like this really helped me to process some of my feelings. I told my best friend I haven't spoke to in months how much I appreciate him. I shared some more tender moments with my mum. I was finally able to get some decent sleep. So I'd like to write some more. The biggest thing that is eating away at me right now is how I could have been a better son. He had some health issues that he clearly didn't want to talk about. Every time I tried asking him, he would either be vague, tell me that it's pretty much been fixed or just ignore the question. I think he was doing it so I wouldn't worry about him. Declining health of a close relative is a deeply terrifying subject and I was too much of a pussy to dig any further into it. I'm sure I could have helped with some of his medical expenses. Maybe I should have been more assertive when we talked about it? Maybe I should have secretly slipped him some money through my uncle so that he wouldn't feel guilty about taking money from me? I know it no longer matters, but I just can't stop thinking about it. And I think he felt a very similar way about being a better dad to me. Throughout my childhood he was often too busy, too broke, too drunk to be there for me at some important moments in my life. And I could tell he felt deep guilt about it. He spent all these years trying to make up for it. Every time we met, he would get me something nice, he would give me life advice, he would recommend me a cool book to read, just generally make me smile when I was down. I just wish I had one extra minute to tell him how much I appreciate everything he has done for me. That despite everything, he raised a wonderful person. We were both fuck ups in our own unique ways and I think we shared this unspoken knowledge between each other. My mum said something important to me yesterday. She advised me to think about all the positives as well as all the negatives. So here goes. He was an alcoholic. It certainly was the biggest single cause of his death. And this is the one thing I 100% cannot blame myself for. I'm not the one who started it. I'm not the one who perpetuated it. And I can't fix someone else's addiction - I wouldn't know where to start. Again, I could have done some stuff. Maybe I should have spoken up that one time when I felt uncomfortable about my uncle pouring him an extra drink. Would that have changed anything though? Nope, no chance of that. I'm just not nearly strong enough to fix something like this. My mum gave up on trying to fix him a while ago and she's sure as fuck stronger than me. I'm not sure how his alcoholism affected me personally, but seeing your dad drunk as a small kid could not be good for you. I think this is the reason why I always try to stay away from alcohol. And in a way, I'm thankful to him for that too - he gave me an excellent example of what not to do. Now, regarding my mum. She definitely got the short end of the stick here. He was never physically abusive AFAIK, but there were a lot of more """normal""" marital discord stuff between them. You know how it be, at least some of you do. She has a seemingly endless supply of awful stories to tell. This woman really went through a lot while raising me. And even though I can empathise with her perspective, I just cannot bring myself to hate him. No even a little bit. We were so similar in so many ways that hating him would be equivalent to hating myself. It just doesn't compute. I guess one thing I should do is to keep some more of my mum's perspective in mind while I'm grieving.
It was so sudden... He wasn't young. He wasn't in great health. But still, seeing this man who I had so much fun with just a week prior lay motionless on the floor was not something I was prepared for, to say the least. When I got the bad news a couple of days ago, I felt absolutely nothing. And I hated myself for it. When I got there, I had to fake every emotion. Put on a sad face, keep your head down, act like how a normal person would in this situation. Even seeing his dead body didn't make me feel anything. It just felt like another normal day. I kept asking myself: How come the death of someone I love so much doesn't affect me? What's wrong with me? Am I a psychopath? The next day, while I was going through files on his computer, it all hit me. He really was gone, and he's not coming back. Never again would we laugh together about some dumb movie we watched. Never again would we talk about video games we've been playing. Or shoot random Gravity Falls references at each other. Or argue about Lord of the Rings lore. I lost such an amazing friend, a man who gave so much of his soul to me. I don't think I've ever cried so hard in my entire life. It's a relief to know I'm not insane. I could barely finish writing this paragraph because I begun crying again. One thing I learned is that five stages of grief is not just some pop-psych nonsense, It is completely real. And let me tell you: Bargaining really fucks with you. It's an endless cycle of questions that cannot be answered. What if we met just a bit more frequently? What if I gave him this gift just a couple of days earlier? What if I'd given him a phone call on the day it happened? Is there any set of circumstances that could have saved him? And for how long? And all that blame... How much of it was my fault? All of it? None of it? I have no idea. My brain has turned into a soup of contradicting emotions. All I can do right now is to distract myself so as to not think about it too much. I guess now I have Depression to look forward to. Awesome. I must get through this. Don't know why I felt the need to write this on here, but here it is. Thank you for reading.
it takes me at least an hour or two to fall asleep, even when I'm tired. what do?
![doomjak](https://www.hexbear.net/pictrs/image/4fd161dd-658d-49d0-9ed2-cec8d1e2c3c6.png "doomjak")
![pit](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/be3d62a8-185c-4d1a-bc2b-8963a3d1d3cc.png "pit") 207 civs and 244 mils ![pit](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/be3d62a8-185c-4d1a-bc2b-8963a3d1d3cc.png "pit") 11 42 width medium tank divisions with mechanized, SPGs and flame tanks ![pit](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/be3d62a8-185c-4d1a-bc2b-8963a3d1d3cc.png "pit") 3000 fighters and 600 CAS ![pit](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/be3d62a8-185c-4d1a-bc2b-8963a3d1d3cc.png "pit") 200+ infantry divisions ![pit](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/be3d62a8-185c-4d1a-bc2b-8963a3d1d3cc.png "pit") 6 railway guns ![pit](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/be3d62a8-185c-4d1a-bc2b-8963a3d1d3cc.png "pit") superior firepower half done ![stalin-shining](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/574778ea-7eb7-4ef5-a3cd-6af90b0f56e6.png "stalin-shining") me and the boys are visiting Berlin next yaer
I'm trying to update @AMBER_BOT for the new API, but the server doesn't seem to send CreateComment events when I connect to the websocket from front page. CreatePost events still work tho