RIPandTERROR 14 hours ago • 100%
No, you don't recover from that. I've learned to accept it and grow beyond it, but you don't recover. Still get night rages. Scream and kick myself awake sometimes. It's better though
RIPandTERROR 16 hours ago • 100%
I was stuffed away in one of these. Just a ton more religious. The hell was just as depicted in the documentary.
I suggest watching it with a Mike's hard lemonade, specifically.
RIPandTERROR 2 days ago • 100%
I'd love another alias. That was my favorite phone.
RIPandTERROR 3 days ago • 100%
I spent 3 years of my childhood in one of these. I hope they get cancer.
RIPandTERROR 3 days ago • 75%
Ah, glad I tagged this account as having said "Democrat Party" ahead of time.
RIPandTERROR 7 days ago • 100%
I say sure, hand them the receipt (most of the time unless if there's something I might need to return) and keep walking.
All they asked was to see my receipt. They can look at it all they want.
RIPandTERROR 1 week ago • 100%
It's barely a concept 😂
RIPandTERROR 1 week ago • 100%
RIPandTERROR 1 week ago • 100%
i'm too autistic to care about other people's feelings when i share my political opinions
Honestly tuned out after that. Autism doesn't work that way, and no one gives a fuck about your ideals if you tune out other people's input. If you want to affect change with the people around you, I'd start with conceptualizing that autism isn't about disconnection from people's feelings. That's just being an asshole.
RIPandTERROR 1 week ago • 100%
I was thrown into group home hell as an early teen. It was SDA, only guys, no music, Internet, TV, strict poorly cooked diet, intense manual labor and no phones. Calls from my parents for 15 min once a week if I "behaved". Intense religious programming and your leaving was determined arbitrarily based on "points".
Spent roughly 3-4 years of my early teen experience there before I decided I was no longer interested in participating and decided instead on choosing to be a problem. Parents pulled me out and sent me off to boarding school when they got worried things weren't working in their favor.
I've recovered slowly since. It's been about half my life ago now and I still have night terrors and rages that make it not possible for my s/o and I to sleep together. I punch, kick and scream in my sleep.
I didn't have a chance to even consider my gender until my mid 20's and my parents have abandoned my sister and I over us refusing to conform to their views for their love. I will forever blame that awful place for robbing my childhood. For raping my friends. For beating kids. For forcing religious practice.
I grew stronger in many ways because of the hell, but despite its efforts.
RIPandTERROR 2 weeks ago • 100%
My vote is for the punisher tbh
RIPandTERROR 2 weeks ago • 100%
ITT: discussion about BDSM using codewords and allegories in every comment.
RIPandTERROR 2 weeks ago • 100%
One of them looks happy to see you
RIPandTERROR 2 weeks ago • 100%
Sigh... Fine.
I'll do it myself.
I don't see it though, personally.
RIPandTERROR 2 weeks ago • 100%
Jawohl, mein Führer 🙄
RIPandTERROR 2 weeks ago • 100%
Conquist-adoring everyone and everything in sight of course
RIPandTERROR 3 weeks ago • 100%
💖💖💖💖💖💖
RIPandTERROR 3 weeks ago • 100%
HAHAHAHA see the disappointment! Not exactly the best environment when it came to the network closet but the people were great 😁
RIPandTERROR 3 weeks ago • 100%
❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
RIPandTERROR 3 weeks ago • 100%
EEEEEEEE! DO IT!
I grew it out for a year before finally committing to HRT and I first started dying at around 6 or 7 months in I think. My Google photos link has everything I took between then and now.
I use this:
https://www.amazon.com/LOréal-Paris-Feria-Permanent-Copper/dp/B00PFEFWNQ
Like once a month roughly. It comes in extremely red, then slowly fades into a nice orange. My hair is naturally a dark brown, so it normally takes a darker shade then on the photo, but I get some pretty bright colors out of that, for only like 11 bucks a month and no bleaching 😁🤘🏻
RIPandTERROR 3 weeks ago • 100%
Yup! Q-tips and a bit of water are basically like my eraser when it's still fresh. Helps me clean up stray lines
RIPandTERROR 3 weeks ago • 100%
I'm missing a few items, like a red tart that I very very lightly blend in before putting anything else on to hide leftover facial hair (I included a photo in the comments that has a shot of me without makeup).
Also using various eyeshadows but I've been trying different stuff everyday there.
RIPandTERROR 3 weeks ago • 100%
I use this liquid eyeliner you can find at Walmart, q-tips to clean up as I mess up and a lot of cussing. I try to steady my hands on my cheeks when applying with my elbows on a platform and I do quick stripes that help me make a defined line. The cussing is a must. I'm getting better, but defining lines is really hard and I feel like it never goes on even. Luckily my hooded eyes help hide my fuckups a wee bit I think. Practice practice 🤞🏻
This is what I carry in my bag, and the stuff I have at home is mostly the same. My foundation changes but I find just doing a few thin blends is all you really need. This is also how I found out my blush burst in my bag so I guess I need to take care of that after work today 😅
RIPandTERROR 3 weeks ago • 100%
EEEEEEEEE TY! 🫠🥰
RIPandTERROR 3 weeks ago • 100%
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! IM SO FREAKING EXCITED FOR YOU!!!
Welcome to an AMAZING journey!
You should consider taking regular selfies too if you're up for it. Seeing the changes over time can do a ton for confidence and it's near invaluable as time passes. Even if it's just for yourself, I'm so glad I did it.
RIPandTERROR 3 weeks ago • 100%
Hey everyone! I’ve been taking a lot of selfies lately, and I’m trying to be mindful about how often I post. Recently, I’ve added eyeliner, eyeshadow, and lipstick to my makeup routine, and I’m excited to share that I’ll be hitting one year on HRT in early October with a few updates! Since the beginning of my hormone journey, I’ve taken over 800 photos to document my progress. I decided to start an Instagram account for anyone interested in following along and showing support: [Instagram ](https://www.instagram.com/emmature_femergy?igsh=MTVycWJiM3UwbGphdw==). You can also find a link to my full Google Photos timeline there: [Google photos timeline ](https://photos.google.com/share/AF1QipOt7Bzv9yMWX7oacixwR4enuKHAQfd6sF5t8pl7e06HsQYjwpF-lSxFq23JEsVg6g?key=bXE3cGVOOUxFMnVBRnJrWFNhcVpLRElsQVp5cGdR). Your support means the world to me, and I’d love to share updates more often. If this post isn’t appropriate for the community, please let me know, and I’ll make adjustments. Also, if anyone knows of communities focused on timelines or LGBT selfies, I’d appreciate any recommendations. Thank you so much for your support! 💖🏳️⚧️😁 Edit: forgot to actually put in links 😅
RIPandTERROR 3 weeks ago • 100%
RIPandTERROR 3 weeks ago • 96%
Seat 9 with noise cancelling headphones and beetlejuice in-flight movie might not be so bad... Considering the options...
RIPandTERROR 4 weeks ago • 100%
IS SHE TALKING ABOUT ME???
-baby that is in fact gonna cry
RIPandTERROR 4 weeks ago • 100%
This has been my solution for a long time.
RIPandTERROR 4 weeks ago • 81%
RIPandTERROR 4 weeks ago • 94%
Real question: how is he so wildly deformed?
RIPandTERROR 4 weeks ago • 71%
sub should be lowercase. Even at the start of a sentence.
RIPandTERROR 4 weeks ago • 100%
RIPandTERROR 4 weeks ago • 100%
Damn I could go for both...
RIPandTERROR 1 month ago • 100%
Oh there's shingles... But it ain't roofing
RIPandTERROR 1 month ago • 50%
And also to help with engagement. It pushes people to communicate with people they're interested in
RIPandTERROR 1 month ago • 88%
RIPandTERROR 1 month ago • 94%
I really love having the tag feature. It'll help me remember in the future when I've met someone that slut shames people to defend Christianity
RIPandTERROR 1 month ago • 94%
I'm so glad I transitioned
Hey ghosts in my machine! I promise not to spam post but I made a body progress college I wanted to share with you all. It's from the day I finally decided I was tired of how I was presenting and needed a change from around 8 years ago. It took my first weight loss transition to reach my goal and realize I still hated my mirror to finally be absolutely certain I was trans. It took another 7 years after that to know I couldn't just let it go. ![](https://sh.itjust.works/pictrs/image/f4ab3b5b-be59-435b-8c2a-e951ae13cc81.jpeg) ![](https://sh.itjust.works/pictrs/image/580c1ced-5e53-4cca-a937-4c0827c6dc6f.jpeg) It's been a worn tooth and nail journey, and I'm not where I want yet, but when I see myself now, I finally see me. I hope the same for you.