chat chat I'm worried about telling my partner that I might have bipolar disorder.
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 hours ago 100%

    I appreciate this. I get my labs done very often (upside of MS?) so I can safely rule out thyroid issues on my own. I didn't want to go into my own behavior for opsec, but there are certainly behaviors that line up with manic and depressive episodes, along with some history of mood disorders in my family, though like you said I'm aware there are other explanations.

    Thanks for your kind words Care-Comrade

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    chat KnilAdlez 4 hours ago 100%
    I'm worried about telling my partner that I might have bipolar disorder.

    A few days ago, my partner told one of their coworkers about me making cookies at night, and the coworker immediately asked if I was manic. I decided to look into it and while I don't get highly manic or depressed, my behavior does match the symptoms pretty well. On top of that, about half of people with MS have a mood disorder. I guess I don't want my partner to think of me as a normal person with a layer of personality on top due to BPD. And I really don't want them to be scared of my hurting them due to stereotypes about it. But there is a really good chance I have it (I will seek a diagnosis) and they have a right to know.

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    dredge_tank The Dredge Tank "Saw someone say billionaires can't be punk. Yet..."
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    nerd Punks often put an X on their hands to identify each other.

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse Merry 9/11 and Happy Holidays - New General Megathread for the 11th-13th of September 2024
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 1 week ago 100%

    Is it just me or is there this kind of American Israel supporter who has the mentality of a right-wing conspiracy theorist, but they're liberal so they can't question the government or the elites? Like, They latch on to the ideas like 'Israel is the only safe place for Jews to live' because they want to believe there is some evil force in the world that they can connect threads on a pin board to, but lacking in any right-wing boogeymen or actual class analysis, they just lean into what they see on MSNBC really, really, hard.

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse Eddie Bauer logo is ditching cursive because Gen Z doesn't read it.
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 1 week ago 100%

    ngl I'm starting to come around on cursive, at least for signatures. It's fun to come up with your own little art piece to put on contracts and shit.

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  • movies movies The X-Files - New General Megathread for the 9th-10th of September 2024
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 1 week ago 100%

    It's piss when you're a bad dog who goes inside. It's peepee when you're a good dog who goes outside.

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  • earth earth Bees - New General Megathread for the 7th-8th of September 2024
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 2 weeks ago 100%

    Amelia Bedelia was neurodivergent! And we mocked her! Shame on us, ages 5 and up!

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  • games games Nintendo is being weird with their women protagonists (Invidious link)
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 2 weeks ago 100%

    Yes, they finally remembered that Metroid exists, and I appreciate it, but almost a decade and a half of completely forgetting about a female protagonist as pressure for exactly that continued to mount. Like, not even in promotional material for the most part. Call me bitter but Metroid games have consistently been one of the best experiences on each console they have been on, and the series was forgotten for years because It wasn't as liked in Japan as it was in America.

    At this point it's complaining for complainings sake.

    What else is the internet for?

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  • games games Nintendo is being weird with their women protagonists (Invidious link)
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 2 weeks ago 100%

    I said nigh. But in the past 14 years we have gotten 1 new game and 1 remake. And the game before that was Other M.

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  • games games Anyone else playing astrobot on PS5?
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 2 weeks ago 100%

    You keep PS5 posting, and I keep making the same joke. But I want to say that I am genuinely happy you're enjoying the game stalin-approval

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  • games games Nintendo is being weird with their women protagonists (Invidious link)
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 2 weeks ago 100%

    If it's such a worry, maybe people wouldn't ask for a Zelda game if Nintendo wasn't nigh ceaselessly shafting their only female protagonist

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  • technology technology ‘Right to Repair for Your Body’: The Rise of DIY, Pirated Medicine
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 2 weeks ago 100%

    I'm on $6000 a month medication right now. If they took away the state insurance I'm on, I would be screwed. These people are almost literally doing gods work.

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  • the_dunk_tank the_dunk_tank I fucking hate her (CW: Brianna Wu, transmedicalism)
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 2 weeks ago 100%

    terfs will claim you'll regret transitioning for the rest of your life, but won't warn you away from going to grad school

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  • games games Playstation 6 launch titles will include The Last of Us: Remake: Remastered and Call of Duty: Black Ops: Cold War 15
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 2 weeks ago 100%

    Shouldn't they release a game for the PS5 before moving to the next console?

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  • earth earth Termites - New General Megathread for the 2nd-4th of September 2024
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 2 weeks ago 100%

    I have had a long day, peeps. First I go to stop the the penguin from unloading a shipment of drugs, and his goons actually put up a fight! Then the damn Joker put a bomb under the dock. THEY WEREN'T EVEN WORKING TOGETHER!

    Sometimes, I think about just leaving all this behind. Just hopping in my car and driving away. Say goodbye to Gotham, New Jersey, forever.

    But I gotta do what I gotta do. That's why I reach for a refreshing Pabst Blue Ribbon when I get home from a long day of fighting crime and mourning my parents/robin/robin. Mm mm mm, goes down smooth.

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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 2 weeks ago 100%

    Not to quote family dad or whatever but oh my God who the hell cares yells-at-cloud

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  • askchapo askchapo Ok what Simpsons quote have you been using lately
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 2 weeks ago 100%

    Then why did I have the bowl, Bart? Why did I have the bowl?? milhouse

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  • news news Hvaldimir, a Celebrated ‘Spy’ Whale, Is Found Dead in Norway
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%

    What if you could pilot a sperm whale like a mech? That'd be pretty sick

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  • badposting badposting replace words in song titles with "goon"
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%
    • Shadow gooning (cakke)
    • Bad Goon Rising (Creedence Goonwater)
    • Gooncave in your Soul (They might be Gooners)
    • Goon Me Up, Buttercup (The Foundations, but they're Gooning)
    • Can't Goon (Read Hot Chili Penis)
    • Gooning Time (Semi-hard sonic)
    • Come out and Goon (The cumspring)
    • Crazy Goon (Goozzy Goozborn)
    • Do I Wanna Goon? (Edging Monkeys)
    • Everybody Wants to Goon the World (Tunes for Goons)
    • Goon on the Floor (100 Goons)
    • Heaven Goons (The Pretty Jorkless)
    • Help I'm AGoon (Imperial)
    • Goonin' for you (The Goon keys)
    • The Joker (Steve Gooner Band)
    • The less I Goon the Better (Tame Incela)
    • Goonstyles of the Rich and Famous (Goon Charlette)
    • Goon Alone (Two Goon Cinema Club)
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  • music music Your Woman - White Town
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%

    The Dua Lipa song ("Love again") is from the Album "Future Nostalgia" Which used many samples from popular 80's and 90's songs to create a nostalgic yet refreshed and original sound.

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  • chat chat Could you imagine being Greek and meeting a Christian in, like, 80 AD?
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%

    I fucked up. It was late and my wires got crossed.

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  • chat chat Could you imagine being Greek and meeting a Christian in, like, 80 AD?
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    Teaching a rich kid philosophy

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    chat KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%
    Could you imagine being Greek and meeting a Christian in, like, 80 AD?

    "So yeah the son of God was on earth, but you *just* missed him. He was crucified about 50 years ago. Your dad might've met him." And then Mount Vesuvius fucking explodes Edit: I meant Roman, I wrote this late at night.

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    chapotraphouse chapotraphouse Harris' FDA is staging the listeria outbreak to stop you from consuming meat
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%

    Thank you, RFK jr, for this important message

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  • history history Fred Hampton - New General Megathread for the 29th-30th of August 2024
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%

    This is simply a reference to the 2006 cult classic "Doogal"

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  • history history Fred Hampton - New General Megathread for the 29th-30th of August 2024
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%

    Heart break is one thing

    Doogal is another

    Zebad just froze Zebedee, motherfucker

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  • badposting badposting PPB Confirmed Not Vegan
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%

    Me: I will now write a shitpost about PPB

    My brain: Write a screed about how much you hate swine

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  • askchapo askchapo Should I throw away everything I own that is plastic?
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%

    Do you live somewhere with access to a basement? Check for radon.

    Do you use non-stick cookware? If it's Teflon, toss it.

    Walking outside in the sun? Wear sunblock.

    Stressed out? Try meditation.

    I don't doubt the veracity of the video, but there are levels to this, and there are far bigger toxins in your life that you should deal with before worrying about plastics.

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse If you burn down a forest to make a shitty .wad John Romero should be legally allowed to hunt you for sport.
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%

    Diffusion models aren't terribly power hungry compared to something like chatGPT*, but it's weird and honestly worthless idea in the first place, so please shit on it.

    *Technically you can have a gpt text embedding to drive a diffusion model so they can be just as bad, but it isn't necessarily always the case.

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  • latam latam Negro Matapacos - New General Megathread for the 26th-28th of August 2024
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%

    Got the COVID vax brain fog oooooo boy. Ignore anything I comment or post today. Surely embarrassing, lacking demurity. Trubling posting indeed.

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  • anime anime It's joever everyone, she got caught 😔
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%

    Bullshit, its a victimless crime!

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse All for cheep feed for the slaughter houses and fucked up fuel
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%

    Huh. Is this a problem in terms of something we have to change for climate change? Or is it a compounding factor that makes the experience of climate change worse that would be fine in the absence of other things like greenhouse gasses?

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  • music music Pat Methany - Last Train Home
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%

    jotaro-walk

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  • technology technology As He Realized His Mistake, E~L~O~N Begged Twitter Staff to Turn Off the New Feature He'd Pushed For
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%

    I get that part, it's the not actually verifying people when they pay for the verification that I don't understand.

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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%

    I have been watching the new season of Futurama and I just don't understand how the editing can be this fucked up. The transitions and pacing are so jarring it completely deflates many of the jokes. Seriously who do I have to contact to yell at them to fix this?

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  • technology technology As He Realized His Mistake, E~L~O~N Begged Twitter Staff to Turn Off the New Feature He'd Pushed For
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 3 weeks ago 100%

    I truly don't understand why have verification without... Actually verifying the identity of the poster?? Like, sure, 8 bucks and you can pretend you're special but then you need to actually do the work to confirm this person is who they say they are and keep other accounts from impersonating them.

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse Mfw I take out student loans with the expectation that the US will fall before I can pay them off
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 4 weeks ago 100%

    But can it stay irrational as long as it's taking me to get my Ph.D.?

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  • labour labour John Maclean - New General Megathread for the 23th-25th of August 2024
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 4 weeks ago 100%

    I am thinking about posting tomorrow, if everyone is okay with that. If not I can wait until Wednesday.

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  • badposting badposting Outdoor cats is so ornery cause they got all those beans for feet and
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 4 weeks ago 100%

    Mama said communism is the devil

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse Mfw I take out student loans with the expectation that the US will fall before I can pay them off
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 4 weeks ago 100%

    The Riddler wishes he had Matthew Lesko's vibes

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  • news news WSJ admits that China has comprehensively defeated the US in the trade war
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 4 weeks ago 98%

    threatens China with war constantly

    Get upset when China invests heavily in manufacturing of steel, silicon, and chemicals

    I mean, what did amerikkka think was going to happen?

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  • askchapo askchapo Did anyone else grow up in kind of a messy house?
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  • KnilAdlez KnilAdlez 4 weeks ago 100%

    Oh it was hoarding, especially mail and shipping boxes. I appreciate you going to bat for my mom though.

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    chapotraphouse KnilAdlez 1 month ago 98%
    I just saw the newest Biden interview. I don't think he's feeling too good.

    The joke I was trying to make is that this was the first interview since he dropped out and was now going through an emo phase

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    Thinking of picking up a talisman

    cross-posted from: https://hexbear.net/post/3057462 > Just looking for some to add to my aura, and strongly malevolent in nature. Something to start a conversation, like if there's a awkward silence I can just go, "Hey, do you want to stare deeply into the talisman?" A necklace would work, but a fist sized stone inscribed with nefarious glyphs is more what I'm looking for. In fact, my preferred talisman will have a wholly good counterpart that is the key to putting an end to my wicked power. > > If you see something like that, like, on Amazon or Etsy, let me know.

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    Thinking of picking up a talisman

    Just looking for some to add to my aura, and strongly malevolent in nature. Something to start a conversation, like if there's a awkward silence I can just go, "Hey, do you want to stare deeply into the talisman?" A necklace would work, but a fist sized stone inscribed with nefarious glyphs is more what I'm looking for. In fact, my preferred talisman will have a wholly good counterpart that is the key to putting an end to my wicked power. If you see something like that, like, on Amazon or Etsy, let me know.

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    Taylor Swift KnilAdlez 5 months ago 100%
    Who could she possibly want to hang around with?

    ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/124f423e-d3ed-4b0b-8f82-01805df4ea7b.png)

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    badposting KnilAdlez 6 months ago 100%
    I am the milkman

    My milk is delicious

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    bloomer KnilAdlez 7 months ago 100%
    Can I get some bloomer content please?

    Hello, I've had a bad few weeks. Got kicked out of my apartment, can't find a job, consumed true crime content for some ungodly reason, and obviously the state of the world is depressing as hell. If you could help me find some optimism to get me through the unfortunate situation I've found myself in, I could really use it right now.

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    Watto Wall youtube.com

    From [this Vinny vod.](https://youtu.be/VfVgrL_fy2I?si=IOr1Atk0oU3z0q4H)

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    Henry Wigler
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    ![fidel-balling](https://www.hexbear.net/pictrs/image/274afbef-3094-4758-aafd-2f98e534b44e.png "emoji fidel-balling")

    ![fidel-balling](https://www.hexbear.net/pictrs/image/274afbef-3094-4758-aafd-2f98e534b44e.png "emoji fidel-balling")

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    The Google Pixel 7 pro has a horrible camera

    I recently got a Google Pixel 7 pro because my previous phone was glitching out and it was a headache. I didn't buy the phone for the camera, I have a mirrorless that I use when I want to take a picture, I got it for the battery life and to not have Samsung bloatware. But still every once in a while I want to take a quick pic and send it on signal or Snapchat or something, and every time it comes out way too saturated and way too sharpened. All the ads I saw for this phone was for camera features like the magic eraser thing and the night vision, but they're all just covering for what is the worst camera sensor that they could possibly find. You can't control the exposure, you can't get the raw image, It is a horrible experience to take a picture with this phone every single time. If you want a smartphone to be able to take good pictures. First of all, don't. Get a camera. Second of all, steer clear of the pixel phones.

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    I wanted something like Andor to exist so badly I started writing a book. Now andor does exist and I'm not sure what to do.

    I'm a big Star Wars fan. There's tons of anti imperialism and I love the visual aesthetic, but I always felt we should see the empire doing some actual imperialism, with actual atrocities and the effects of financial imperialism like america does today. I wanted to try my hand at world building so I began writing a story that I felt scratched that itch with a 21st century understanding of technology. So andor comes out and I'm three episodes in and it's exactly what I wanted from the franchise so far. I hardly felt like my story was going anywhere in terms of publishing or anything. I'm not a great writer, my allegories aren't elegant, and I'm sure it's unintentionally full of liberalism. Plus, like I said, it's almost Star Wars fanfiction. But I'm enjoying writing it and I would like to try to publish it since it's kind of written for bazinga brained libs to try to get them to look this stuff in the face, but I fear it's just going to be called derivative or compared to Andor. I don't know, I'm going to keep at it. Worst case scenario I'll post it online. This was mostly a vent about losing my inspiration in a way. Edit: I should be clear, it is not set in the star wars cannon, I'm just worried about it being compared to star wars and losing my own ambition.

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