badposting HexBeara • 7 days ago • 100%

Pray that the flames are hot enough to kill me quickly if we crash.

badposting HexBeara • 2 weeks ago • 100%

That's it.  y'all.

badposting HexBeara • 2 weeks ago • 100%

[Is awesome](https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=DVB3upn54AY) (does anyone else get that weird error code in red or just me?)

Pets HexBeara • 2 weeks ago • 100%


badposting HexBeara • 2 weeks ago • 100%

How does I do the bots?

music HexBeara • 2 weeks ago • 100%

Music I foundeded. U can has. Enjoi.

The nicotine has been surprisingly helpful mitigating my hunger so I don't fuck up my back right tooth which I think is abscessing a lil bit (it's getting fixed very soon dw, eating what I can in the meantime, plus as I've always known, I'm a genuine potato, I can grow just about anywhere with rocks and enough dirt). Asking so that I don't piss off the bf by puffing on it constantly. But it feels energizing and I get shit done. And once the tooth pain wears off and it's taken care of, it's either gogo juice for getting shit done, or a p.e.d. for making the gamers mad. Otherwise we should have all expenses taken care of from here and I shouldn't have to ask for much unless it's DIRE, or if you wanna support my posting. I guess  $HexBeara

music HexBeara • 3 weeks ago • 100%

Motivation to not invite my pet toaster into the bathtub.

badposting HexBeara • 3 weeks ago • 86%

Can y'all bully people when I'm actually on and can watch in real time please. Like can we schedule it?

Our preganaté adopted daughter is having some pregnancy cravings and we still need a litter scooper. Other than that some money for gas to pay my bfs old friend for chauffeuring us would help tremendously. Cashapp : $HexBeara PayPal: @aidanwhite228

 (cat pics courtesy of our preganaté found/adopted daughter and bf)  Bf needs pants, new shoes, a button up The pregernant one needs money for an id and just some bare minimum cosmetics like nail polish and probably some money to Lyft or Uber I need cat litter, a scooper, and more money for food to help get us to the 15th since bfs hasn't had their stamps hit yet even though he has a card. And being able to pay for something like Mint Mobile so our communication isn't restricted to just wifi, this'll give my old friend I reached out to a private line with which to speak to me with if me and my bf have a falling out for any reason as well. Also if anyone knows how to train a cat to use the toilet, that would also be greatly appreciated. So I'm asking for $250 and that may cover everything. Cash app : $HexBeara PayPal : @aidanwhite228

main HexBeara • 4 weeks ago • 100%

I'd like to thank those who have helped the 4 of us( myself, my partner, Artorias, and the pregnant young woman we kinda adopted into our found family). Without everyones help who had contributed to us, me and my partner would be on the street trying to figure things out. But because of you, we were able to secure the room until Sunday, buy a catnip banana for Artorias, some creature comforts for Ms preggers, some laundry sauce, sunblock, better sponges and dish soap, a broom, cat food and treats, nail clippers and a file, a disciplinary spray bottle, some good clean lube 😈, and we can pay to do laundry as well. I'm sure there's more that I'm missing and we did have to ask someone for a loan but the donations you've made have made all the difference regardless and I'll never be able to truly thank all of you. Since I'll be stuck in Florida for the next 6 months, I'll be sure to pay it forward when I can. We (partner and I ) do have issues with not having working phones at this current moment in time and we are looking into mint Mobile. I know this isn't in mutual aid and this was supposed to be strictly an appreciation post, but... if we could get about $150 more, it'll help cover whatever we've missed and to get actual working phones. Cashapp $HexBeara Or Paypal @aidanwhite228 (Yeah yeah, I know, it won't let me change it but imo it's aight)

cross-posted from: https://hexbear.net/post/3260326 Only $20/$1000 has been reached to ensure stable housing and coverage of various items or procedures that may be needed. I'm not trying to be greedy or ungrateful, but did ask for more than enough to ensure that I wouldn't have to ask for help again, at least not here. At the very least need to get 5 additional days to make sure our plasma donations can cover us consistently afterwards, and that'll cost around $400. So looking to get at least $380 more if that is at all possible. Since he's now employed we can start to get our feet under ourselves, and I'll follow suit, more than likely either returning to Publix to work or working as a server somewhere. I hope my tone has shifted in how I post. If I've offended any hexbearians in past posts or comments, I do apologize. I'm done being shit ass, and I'm really trying to turn things around and just be better instead of being hopelessly depressed, jaded, and ready to fling shit at anyone or anything. If I've ever gave a hostile impression to my fellow hexchanners, again I apologize and resolve to do better, and it doesn't stop here or online. If anything, when it comes down to it, I'll figure it out. I am running out of time for checkout though. - the user formerly known as Ann Teefa Cashapp - $HexBeara > Need about $1000 to ensure I can secure the extended stay long enough to find employment and or a better living situation along with a slew of > other expenses . I suck at asking for help and this IS last minute. But I do have EBT coming in today along with my partner who applied as well (who has been making strides in being less shit ass as well as of late) . I'm going to be speaking with a longtime friend who I burnt a bridge with due to a disagreement and sucking up my pride so that I can get not only myself help but someone (23) who we happened to meet at the pool who's pregnant, who IMO, is giving off vibes as I did when I was 18, just completely lost and unsure of what do to for their next step and how to go about it, and I'm very unsure of how to go about it and help besides trying to help her reapply for ebt , wic, etc. We've helped by giving groceries that we've had on hand that may or may not have had a hand in giving me chest pains after I smoked about 2 nights ago from all the salt and fat (my partner and the shit ass dealer didn't help by telling me 'its just a panic attack', like no no, I'm very calmly stating that it feels like the consequences of my actions and that it'd just be my luck to croak as I finally put in the effort. Least I would've been laughing at the time of death or cardiac arrest.). Just things like a pack of hotdogs, half a box of pop tarts, a Pyrex of oats, a Pyrex of rice, Mac n cheese, a stick of butter, some hot chocolate from the lobby from the complimentary breakfast along with a chocolate muffin I hadn't eaten. To add to that I was emotionally constipated until I adopted a skittish cat that I couldn't stop crying over the unfairness of his predicament, how it represents a microcosm of society and my time within it (yada yada, I could wax poetic of how shit things are for eons, and this isn't the first time I've recognized extraneous circumstances being so dire and ass, but it is the first time in about 4 years I've had to be responsible for another life and have that reminder close by at almost all times ) and he already come out of his shell after what is now his 3rd day with us. As of my writing, my partner just secured a job here as well but we're unsure of whether or not that'll secure us board (starts next Monday). I also haven't gotten my teeth done yet because I've been waiting on my blue card and additionally can't afford the pittance that the most affordable plans cost. I really hate asking for help because eventually it's always used as a cudgel and to assassinate my character and leaves me more jaded then the time before I've asked. But I'm currently in a situation where I really REALLY NEED it to make a come up. > > Also was clocked by the pigs for not having bike lights ( and me being me, along with at that point, being absolutely exhausted from biking, donating plasma, missing the bus, getting on the wrong bus) and resisting w/o violence by not stopping immediately (until I was specifically identified and told to stop I might add, they whoop whooped a couple times but I was ready to suicide by cop if he was gonna abuse his power since he already was stopping me simply because I can't afford lights and couldn't access what headlights or tail lights I had at my previous place since my cool roommate wasn't home. If someone brings up how it's about my safety, they could give a fuck, they didn't utter a breath about not having working brakes.) Anyways, gotta be a good noodle for 6 months, and gotta stay until then. After though I'm moving back to Massachusetts to become a resident and take their free schooling and just have a piece of paper that says I know things. More than likely also doing a technical college at some point. > > Btw the adorable little guys name is Artorias and he's now my (unofficial) emotional support animal, and I do plan on getting him registered as such. > > Never has the fire in my heart for revolution burned so hot and brightly and I severely need the help that I've lacked and have avoided asking for. Please spare what you can, but we truly need to hit the goal (honestly probably more but it'll do plenty) to get everything situated. > > Cashapp is $HexBeara > > Update #1: $20 so far. $980 to go. The $20 is going towards the bike more than likely. Big thanks to the comrades that have already spotted us $10 a piece.

askchapo HexBeara • 2 months ago • 100%

I have incredible tooth pain rn and I'm not employed and don't have dental insurance. To my knowledge a hospital won't do anything unless it's an emergency. But it's not like I can do much of anything besides attempt to sleep through it and treat it with oral benzocaine and oragel. It's been like this on and off for the last 4 years. I'm so distraught that I'm considering waking into traffic. I hate this and just want to stop existing. Is there anything y'all can recommend? I'm in Pinellas county Florida if that helps. Currently donating plasma and the sodium citrate is seemingly making the pain worse.

askchapo HexBeara • 2 months ago • 96%

Or do we vote for our first black woman for president, or still vote 3rd party? Is she still too far right to push left? Do we think as registered Dems we could get concessions? Very  coded but I'd rather have more time to go     in all honesty. Harm reduction yada yada. But I'd rather not have an escalation of violence, whether explicit or implicit from the right. We could also try to challenge incumbent Dems and get more new blood into the system and see if that can shake things up for the better. Maybe she's hiding her power level and will go all  Hey, at least we've gotten the old stubborn man to listen, Jack!

music HexBeara • 2 months ago • 100%

Just a banger. No other reason for sharing. 

electoralism HexBeara • 2 months ago • 83%

Opinions on how to get Dems to change course? Do we decide to vote Republican to stick it to the man, not vote, write in, 3rd party, or the spiciest,  but without intentionally killing them (just so my  handler knows I'm not for senseless violence), just to threaten and have them step down without bloodshed (probably not for the next  though, but what can be done) Or do we just watch our cuck in chief watch Jill as she makes Macron-i sounds.

videos HexBeara • 2 months ago • 100%

LMAO fixed title

music HexBeara • 2 months ago • 100%

[he should've learned to shoot](https://youtu.be/bWcASV2sey0)

badposting HexBeara • 2 months ago • 100%

The good timeline. That's it.

badposting HexBeara • 2 months ago • 100%

 🍊🧊🍑 yim yum, what a tasty beverage (Very surprised we don't have an annoying orange with his smarmy face on it, like a SC filter.)

chapotraphouse HexBeara • 2 months ago • 100%

Some recent bangers If you want to share a tiktok load the share URL in your browser first. Copy the resulting URL without the &_t= at the end. https://www.tiktok.com/@cosmicmorra/photo/7391326071838248235 https://www.tiktok.com/@theyfwmajora/video/7391294219190619434

badposting HexBeara • 2 months ago • 100%

If y'all are so insistent that water can be wet, go ahead and dry it with a towel. Checkmate chapochanners. 

badposting HexBeara • 2 months ago • 100%

youtu.be

Redditstead gave me a small chuckle.

games HexBeara • 2 months ago • 95%

youtu.be

It'll be fine for whoever hasn't played through the games but kinda seems like they hacked up the source material and shat into its dying carcass. Kevin Hart is playing Roland who's 5'11". Lilith is 22 being played by Cate Blanchette who's in her 50's. I guess Jamie Lee Curtis fits the aesthetic of Tannis but in the trailer doesn't exhibit the same mannerisms. And then claptrap is voiced by Jack Black but has a filter on to sound more like the goober anyways. Maybe it's the  in me but I'm really thinking this is gonna suck. Like they could've gotten Terry Crews for Roland, Brandon Rogers for claptrap(just someone a little unhinged and funny as hell) , some youngish, mildly attractive white chick for Lilith, I guess krieg is fine just needs to be slightly slimmer, I guess the tiny tina is ok too but there's not enough energy imo. And the rest of the cast might work but there's nothing about them in the trailer. And it feels like they just used the characters like dolls for a script they came up with set in that universe. Like why not expand upon the lore either before we meet them on the bus, or in between 1 and 2 similar to the presequel, or between 2 and 3 (I never played the tell tale games...   ) or just really anything else. They could've followed other wacky vault hunters on other planets and could've had them interact with the main cast of 1 2 and 3, depending on when they wanted to set the story. Idk it just seems like a lack of creativity in all departments involved in the making of the movie. I might pirate it tho just to see how bad it really is. It's just slop but it always happens to the Vidya Game movies.  what're y'all's take on it? Am I just 

askchapo HexBeara • 2 months ago • 100%

Who are we voting for this election? Voting in a bourgeois democracy yada yada... But seriously if we all came together and went out to , who'd it be? I saw joke responses for Markiplier that seemed to gain traction on tiktok the same day, other comments here and on YouTube proposed Jill Stein(or it was just yt and my mind is playing tricks). Asking because I had had a discussion with my roommate (the other roommate that isn't the LL) and he said something along the lines of if I don't vote I don't get to complain, which i don't agree with but understand the sentiment. That and we discussed more of an importance of local elections rather than national. And idk I'm not one for caring anymore. If things were better and more hopeful I'd try but teeth hurt and it's not getting better, hair is falling out, body is weak, diet is shit, youth is gone, and I've nothing to show for it. So I definitely don't care anymore and more than likely won't participate myself unless I really see some sort of movement even then I'd probably walk into traffic before voting again.

So once again there's more issues with my donation... They had to take a sample to test the protein levels, thought no biggie cool cool, asked the front desk how long that should take, was told 7 mins, turns out after they drew the sample, that it was actually 7 days because they need to send out the sample... Partner is able to donate tho so that's good but we were really counting on both of us being able to donate. Again if any of y'all can spare anything it's, like always, very very VERY appreciated. https://hexbear.net/post/2907805 og post https://cash.app/$HexBeara Apologies for being jokey but it's better than anything else right now. (Btw as an aside just in case any queer folks are considering donating plasma, you do have to pretend you are cishet which is unfortunate but usually some of the workers couldn't give a shit. I have let it slip that I wasn't a straighty once and nothing had came of it but ymmv so if you need that extra cash you got to be able to hide in plain sight and be careful to not let something spicy slip out.)

askchapo HexBeara • 3 months ago • 96%

Think it's just enragement bait but idk might be cool if he got removed from yt or at least gets clowned on to hell and back. Yeah looking through his other shorts, it's just hateful shit. Transphobia, body shaming, body count shaming, the works. Don't really care anymore. Shit like that needs to be stomped tf out. Go ham y'all but be smart, safe, and don't get ignorant/hateful. But by all means bully the shit outta him if you want. https://youtube.com/shorts/4JIwn5m50Eg -yt short in question.

chapotraphouse HexBeara • 3 months ago • 100%

There's a lyric chain in Angel's post that we're retooling for Biden, please help, I don't wanna be cringe and be one of two people doing the whole thing. https://hexbear.net/post/2923981 

cross-posted from: https://hexbear.net/post/2907805 > (Took about 2hrs to write and honestly could add more but I won't blame y'all for not reading it all) > > Currently funemployed because I had quit a shitass job that didn't pay well enough to warrant the toxic work environment and busy workload. Been donating plasma to buy groceries (and MJ to keep myself sane and not be half-cocked as per my partners judgement), haven't worried about rent for about 5 months because my landlord had let the living space spiral into disarray from neglect and currently not worried about a phone plan because I use wifi. But. Yesterday afternoon I was pulled off to the side and told my proteins were too low and I'm at risk of being deferred from that center if it comes back low again, and it's unable to be clocked properly by their initial testing, it's how I was able to donate but later the donation was no good and or it's a health risk. > > So went into the fridge and borrowed the LL's beyond beef without asking and cooked some beans. But I'm not sure it'll be enough and tbh I think donating has been a contributing factor in thinning my hair ( and it's been fucking with my self esteem and image heavily especially since I've been undecided with whether or not I want to start hrt at 30 and well... I'd rather be a bald dude if I'm gonna lose my hair, so it's very disheartening and just sux...) . There's that, I've had several teeth break and have dealt with that for about 4 years now with and without pain. > > Partner is also funemployed but recently found something he just hasn't started yet and the rate will be a little low because it's training first and all that. I myself have looked but I have been pretty pessimistic about work culture , pay, etc. Been kinda hoping I just don't wake up vs having to be abused as a worker. Gaslit, guilt tripped, and squeezed dry. Done. But I know I need to find something, I just don't have a degree or a trade, and my experience is in customer service and hospitality so everything is gonna suck, holy shit balls. > > I only smoke weed if substance is a concern, poppers (amyl nitrate) as well, but that's been awhile and tbh if I had my way I'd be sober, but sober me is an ass without the therapy I desperately need. > > I've just been letting myself go to waste I guess. Not working, not working out ( hard to do with a barebones shit diet, partly due to my partners aversion to beanis and taste for b.s. ez to make processed foods, I've also been just letting them make decisions on food because I don't have many preferences, but I should fix that. Hard to do with someone who thinks they know everything and honestly we've had plenty of arguments about it...), letting my room get pretty bad with clothes strewn everywhere, dishes not getting done or done very slowly, at least showering semi regularly though like once every two or three days at the worst. I think if me and my current s.o. were in a different spot it'd better, but technically he shouldn't be here and the LL has made it clear they don't want them here, so he's been hiding when LL/Roommate is home, and he doesn't have a place to go since his parents house has been taken over by his siblings that have ignored him and his parents wishes in order to do as they please, and he called his older brothers probation officer because of his abuse of fent and by extention neglecting his 4 children. So kinda a narc but at the same time reasonable since he's been more of a dad than the actual dad. > > The LL has also given me a silly written notice asking for the back pay which he settled on 1,510 that he wants by july 10th(I've been putting off making a post like this for awhile)(rent is $400, good on paper, but my room has a tin roof that turns it into an oven from 10-6) with ways to lessen the amount and potentially be paid but I'm still checked out of the situation and couldn't care less. Add to that, the floor that was water damaged was replaced, BUT the moldy subfloor was not. There's dry rot and mold under the kitchen sink, front porch light still doesn't work since hurricane Ian(2022), the lights don't flicker as bad in the kitchen anymore but the breaker trips every once in awhile while using the microwave, the bathroom still has a weird gap after the tub was replaced and the floor is still bare poured concrete where the toilet is at from when they fixed the outside plumbing and laundry room outlet for the washer. > > Way back in 2018 I totaled my car with no insurance and as of right now have no valid drivers license and feel as though if I had that reinstated and a reliable car I wouldn't be in this mess. > > If there are any class traitors willing to risk a modicum of their income to help me get out of this big ass hole I've fallen into, I think about 6 or 7k would barely cover every little thing that has gone wrong the past 6 years 10k to be absolutely safe and to be able to make strides after what seems like an eternity in purgatory. > > Now for the comrades who aren't as financially able but still want to help, anything helps. It really does considering I lost out on $45 yesterday and by extention I won't hit the $100 for donating twice in a week. > > After what's happened with a user here ( imo it's not their fault at the end of the day, but can't say one way or the other since I can't know the whole situation) idk what kind of rules or systems are in place now vs when I last posted on an account I no longer have access to, when I needed a new bike, groceries and a cheap phone. But I'll put my Cash app at the bottom and if there's anything y'all can spare, again it's greatly appreciated. > > > (NGL Reaaaallly hoping someone too generous for this world and their income bracket makes my day because on top of all this my mom and her bf(situationship partner? Idk...) have been homeless and she's developed melanoma and has been having identity theft issues along with just not having money and getting screwed over by clients with any painting jobs they line up. And it'd make me feel waaay less of a shit azz child despite the tenuous relationship she's fostered because of the shit azz relationship she's had with her mother and family...*sigh* and so on. Shit sucks yo, kinda why I don't want kids despite wanting kids of my own since I was little so I could be the one to get it 'right'...) > > If anyone has any leads, job opportunities, resources, anything for (doxxing myself a lil) Pinellas county fl, more specifically St Petersburg that'd also be appreciated. Been using indeed and getting the same jobs over and over and no interviews or calls. Have thought about working on a cruise ship but reading job reviews and then seeing news articles about being left in port is giving me 3rd thoughts about it despite how much I could potentially squirrel away. > > https://cash.app/$HexBeara Listing my partners cashapp in case there's any issues sending it to HexBeara: $scherermatthewd97 Gotten $10 so far, from Seeking_Perhaps, which will help get both of us to the plasma center today to donate and get some groceries, but currently starving and needing more to be on the safe side and potentially pay back rent if need be if we're able to reach that amount (although not an obligation since technically with the moldy subfloors i could continue to withhold rent, but trying to be amicable and live in a cheap ass place still and not have him move forward with an eviction) Also don't know how to cross post properly using only the hyperlink I've seen in some posts.  problems I guess

askchapo HexBeara • 3 months ago • 100%

I've got green beans with an expiration date of Dec 2021. You think these might still be good? Currently, at least to me, botulism could be a potential upside, but unfortunately doesn't seem to be dented or damaged.

(Took about 2hrs to write and honestly could add more but I won't blame y'all for not reading it all) Currently funemployed because I had quit a shitass job that didn't pay well enough to warrant the toxic work environment and busy workload. Been donating plasma to buy groceries (and MJ to keep myself sane and not be half-cocked as per my partners judgement), haven't worried about rent for about 5 months because my landlord had let the living space spiral into disarray from neglect and currently not worried about a phone plan because I use wifi. But. Yesterday afternoon I was pulled off to the side and told my proteins were too low and I'm at risk of being deferred from that center if it comes back low again, and it's unable to be clocked properly by their initial testing, it's how I was able to donate but later the donation was no good and or it's a health risk. So went into the fridge and borrowed the LL's beyond beef without asking and cooked some beans. But I'm not sure it'll be enough and tbh I think donating has been a contributing factor in thinning my hair ( and it's been fucking with my self esteem and image heavily especially since I've been undecided with whether or not I want to start hrt at 30 and well... I'd rather be a bald dude if I'm gonna lose my hair, so it's very disheartening and just sux...) . There's that, I've had several teeth break and have dealt with that for about 4 years now with and without pain. Partner is also funemployed but recently found something he just hasn't started yet and the rate will be a little low because it's training first and all that. I myself have looked but I have been pretty pessimistic about work culture , pay, etc. Been kinda hoping I just don't wake up vs having to be abused as a worker. Gaslit, guilt tripped, and squeezed dry. Done. But I know I need to find something, I just don't have a degree or a trade, and my experience is in customer service and hospitality so everything is gonna suck, holy shit balls. I only smoke weed if substance is a concern, poppers (amyl nitrate) as well, but that's been awhile and tbh if I had my way I'd be sober, but sober me is an ass without the therapy I desperately need. I've just been letting myself go to waste I guess. Not working, not working out ( hard to do with a barebones shit diet, partly due to my partners aversion to beanis and taste for b.s. ez to make processed foods, I've also been just letting them make decisions on food because I don't have many preferences, but I should fix that. Hard to do with someone who thinks they know everything and honestly we've had plenty of arguments about it...), letting my room get pretty bad with clothes strewn everywhere, dishes not getting done or done very slowly, at least showering semi regularly though like once every two or three days at the worst. I think if me and my current s.o. were in a different spot it'd better, but technically he shouldn't be here and the LL has made it clear they don't want them here, so he's been hiding when LL/Roommate is home, and he doesn't have a place to go since his parents house has been taken over by his siblings that have ignored him and his parents wishes in order to do as they please, and he called his older brothers probation officer because of his abuse of fent and by extention neglecting his 4 children. So kinda a narc but at the same time reasonable since he's been more of a dad than the actual dad. The LL has also given me a silly written notice asking for the back pay which he settled on 1,510 that he wants by july 10th(I've been putting off making a post like this for awhile)(rent is $400, good on paper, but my room has a tin roof that turns it into an oven from 10-6) with ways to lessen the amount and potentially be paid but I'm still checked out of the situation and couldn't care less. Add to that, the floor that was water damaged was replaced, BUT the moldy subfloor was not. There's dry rot and mold under the kitchen sink, front porch light still doesn't work since hurricane Ian(2022), the lights don't flicker as bad in the kitchen anymore but the breaker trips every once in awhile while using the microwave, the bathroom still has a weird gap after the tub was replaced and the floor is still bare poured concrete where the toilet is at from when they fixed the outside plumbing and laundry room outlet for the washer. Way back in 2018 I totaled my car with no insurance and as of right now have no valid drivers license and feel as though if I had that reinstated and a reliable car I wouldn't be in this mess. If there are any class traitors willing to risk a modicum of their income to help me get out of this big ass hole I've fallen into, I think about 6 or 7k would barely cover every little thing that has gone wrong the past 6 years 10k to be absolutely safe and to be able to make strides after what seems like an eternity in purgatory. Now for the comrades who aren't as financially able but still want to help, anything helps. It really does considering I lost out on $45 yesterday and by extention I won't hit the $100 for donating twice in a week. After what's happened with a user here ( imo it's not their fault at the end of the day, but can't say one way or the other since I can't know the whole situation) idk what kind of rules or systems are in place now vs when I last posted on an account I no longer have access to, when I needed a new bike, groceries and a cheap phone. But I'll put my Cash app at the bottom and if there's anything y'all can spare, again it's greatly appreciated. (NGL Reaaaallly hoping someone too generous for this world and their income bracket makes my day because on top of all this my mom and her bf(situationship partner? Idk...) have been homeless and she's developed melanoma and has been having identity theft issues along with just not having money and getting screwed over by clients with any painting jobs they line up. And it'd make me feel waaay less of a shit azz child despite the tenuous relationship she's fostered because of the shit azz relationship she's had with her mother and family...*sigh* and so on. Shit sucks yo, kinda why I don't want kids despite wanting kids of my own since I was little so I could be the one to get it 'right'...) If anyone has any leads, job opportunities, resources, anything for (doxxing myself a lil) Pinellas county fl, more specifically St Petersburg that'd also be appreciated. Been using indeed and getting the same jobs over and over and no interviews or calls. Have thought about working on a cruise ship but reading job reviews and then seeing news articles about being left in port is giving me 3rd thoughts about it despite how much I could potentially squirrel away. https://cash.app/$HexBeara