asklemmy Ask Lemmy What keeps you going every day?
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    I do, but I don't think so.

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  • unpopularopinion Unpopular Opinion You're not a "content creator", you just make videos on the internet
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 16%

    Well actually agree with this upopular opinion. Maybe because I am old school, I remember youtube was just something random, videos made by casual who don't really pretending to become "ultra-rich-content-creator-influencers". Now its all about monetize every single bit.

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  • asklemmy Ask Lemmy What keeps you going every day?
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 95%

    Honestly I don't know, I give up on life time ago, then this last year I start "living" again by having a daily activies and job. But I deal with this like someone dead inside, I don't feel any joy. I am not even looking for a goal. I see nothing in other people, I interact with then know that i get forget as soon the day end. I am just too scared to kill myself.

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  • moretankie196 Be sure to read the rule before you leave It's honestly such a blackpill that socialism has never and is unlikely to be built without incredible sacrifice & violent conflict against capitalists & reaction
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    Not need go be, capitalism is planned to eat itself at some point, and we traveling fast to that point. Violence is mostly a weapon of the enemy to keep the capital running, like with wars. I see in a better world, without capitalism, no violence at all from the people who do not care about the tribalism of money and possession.

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  • memes memes Can confirm. Am ugly. Don't have girlfriend
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    You are insane if you believe that the story would be same without Fiona as Ogre. Shrek is unique and in this fantasy cartoon he finds easly: 1.A job 2. Friends 3. another unique female perfect fit for him. In real life the guy who lives in trash will easily die alone in a routine of meanless with hardly half of this listed things.

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  • memes memes Can confirm. Am ugly. Don't have girlfriend
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    Shrek change his life not because his will. He was forced to leave his swamp and then lucky he found the mostly friendly creatures, plus the only lady around that knows what is to be an ogre. So what we talking about?

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  • asklemmy Ask Lemmy What are the dangerous levels of friendship ?
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 21%

    In any situation. That's why most of adults don't have friends. We pretending to want someone but also really want to not have our lives destroyed.

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  • memes Memes Just fuck me up fam
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    You can be positive at end because you have save something with your work. I have your age, never work a single day of my life, I don't have a bank account, I'm just living with my 70yo parent and keep going with his money that is the wage of essential worker. Where I am going? Enjoy what? What ride? I only see that probably I have to work like a slave in future, and that's it.

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  • comicstrips Comic Strips "Distant" by Mr. Lovenstein
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    I'm glad to finally read someone that's say something real. Its all about lying, yes I educate myself and I even try to fake a fair enough resumee. I realize this is the only way to hope for something. I don't have special abilities, not good at math, coding boring me. I try a lot of thing in this life, I am in a training program now, but things move slowly, I'm 35, I should have a wife by now, an happy place called home, but looks so far away, looks even that I lost the train to having that life. Feeling already old even if I do nothing, life ask things I dont have. Stupid things like a car, I don't want it, I don't like it, but people want me to have it. This example apply to everything. In order to have something I wish for I need to want something I don't like, that's so stupid and I feel bad.

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  • asklemmy Asklemmy What are some hobbies you have?
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    Still everything is now ashes, dust in the wind, nothing. All this fun hobbies are now only a meanless memory, I didn't have nothing back, all the fun you say is become, for me, hate. Hate to have wasted my time laughing like a fool behind videogames, books, even sports, telling myself that was okay, creating a big lie that hobby was something important, just to see it ending without any result. So that's the point, limited time sure it's everything, but meaning is also everything in this life.

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  • asklemmy Ask Lemmy How would you approach buildings if they were more like synthetic organisms?
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 33%

    Tree with intelligence? I don't see any reason why this trees accepts to be buildings, there will be no benefit from them to having us around.

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  • asklemmy Asklemmy What are some hobbies you have?
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 90%

    I didn't find any good enough hobby in this 35 years of life that didn't fade after some time. At moment I'm very empty inside, I spend half day sleeping and other half working, everything looks expansive to do, I give up on everything, I'm keeping myself alive because I'm just scared of the pain and I can't imagine stop existing.

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  • asklemmy Ask Lemmy How would you approach buildings if they were more like synthetic organisms?
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    Like sentient organism? A building made of flesh who have thoughts? I will stay very far from any cities.

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  • memes Memes Floppy disks were high-tech weapons once
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    My first porn was on floppy disk

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  • comicstrips Comic Strips "Distant" by Mr. Lovenstein
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    I think human interaction change with times that tell us what we need to have to be good as friend. I am also running from people but not because I can't deal with conflict but because shame. I spend many time to understand and shame is mine final answer. I am ashamed of my dirty apartment in my father garage, I am ashamed of not having a degree, a job, the will of even find an occupation. Then I ashamed of my body, fat and full of scars of heavy loss of height. Simple I am just a monster, that lives only because parents keep alive. What kind of friend can be possible be? That's there reason to escape. This why not everyone can have interactions.

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  • caffeitalia Caffè Italia Maltempo, alluvioni e interruzioni di servizi: come siete messi?
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 33%

    La fine del mondo si avvicina, ancora tre o quattro anni e torniamo al medioevo, illuso chi crede che qualcun altro arriverà a risolvere le cose portando lavoro e soluzioni facili, siamo perduti.

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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 63%

    Too much extremist and people who just here to sell their blogs, website, onlyfans, ect.

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  • linguistics Linguistics How did the Spanish word "éxito" come to mean "success"?
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    Failure is "fracaso". So you can exit and feeling good to have make it (éxito) or completely get destroyed by failure and never exit from your failure, living a life of despair and never be able to find the exit.

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  • asklemmy Asklemmy Why don’t application developers who have abandoned their development make the code they don’t need open source?
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 97%

    Because their code is a mess, ugly and full of bugs, that is better burn to the roots that trying to fix it.

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  • memes memes GNULinux vs Windows vs Macintosh
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 50%

    Will be more realistic if the motobike was with 1 wheel only

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  • memes memes When the date is going well, but
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    Human relationships no make any sense.

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  • 4chan 4chan Anon does not want to do NNN
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 66%

    Bored people who create unhealy goal to give at their life some kind of meaning, I can't blame.

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  • ukraine Ukraine The wife of a Russian soldier complains that they've received absolutely no money.
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 72%

    And this the first big mistake of become a soldier in a war during this times. That's why many europeans will not fight for their countries aswell, there isnt a rich paycheck waiting you, only misery and death, warlords games sitting on their red chairs around long table, I can't believe that still there is someone doing the soldier, expecially the attackers, who are this people to accept invading another country? Thiefs, murders, evil guys.

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  • asklemmy Asklemmy What are you most looking forward to?
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    Inner peace

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  • asklemmy Asklemmy In your opinion, what's the age limit for Trick r Treating?
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 40%

    12-13 in Europe.

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  • wetshaving WetShaving Every man remembers his first shave, right?
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    Never use electric shaver, when I was younger I used the supermarket blades and I hate them for a couple of years, everytime the needs to have water for clean the blade, this little holes full of hairs, kinda sucks. After that years I changed with a barber manual shaver, and I am happy enough with that, with a towel I clean the blade and I shave easly with a long grip.

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  • everythingscience Everything Science Running Daily But How Much Is Just Right?
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    I do 2.5 hours every week and I feel is not enough. Maybe I need to do faster, I dunno.

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  • greentext Greentext Anon does fartmaxing
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    Just grown, becoming older will make you lose the control over your fart, its all about silent farts.

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  • asklemmy Ask Lemmy Do you have a mantra that keeps you going through tough times?
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    "I am already dead" and "They are not your friends"

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  • funny Funny I should start randomly messaging people this
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    That is super interesting, I know so little about the honey badger, still I feared most a lion because his mass, because vs that I am sure to die. A little enemy like the honey badger give me more hope, going through the asshole is actually a good idea, strangle and compress his skull for sure.

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  • usa United States | News & Politics Multiple mass shootings over Halloween weekend leave 11 dead and scores injured
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 80%

    I hardly believe in usa sometimes, thinking about common people who goes around with guns. Why? Why any should have an easy way to kill someone else? It does not make any sense.

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  • usa United States | News & Politics Multiple mass shootings over Halloween weekend leave 11 dead and scores injured
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 80%

    I think there is a kind of obsession with violence and needs to feeling powerful. Really weapons should not exist at all, even the nuclears one. Wars make no sense as killing or wishing the dead of someone. In Europe even police don't go around easly with guns, it is common sense.

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  • 4chan 4chan Relationship Preferences
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 16%

    I love independent women personally, still they are the worst

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  • usa United States | News & Politics Multiple mass shootings over Halloween weekend leave 11 dead and scores injured
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 88%

    Guns, of course. But let's don't say to make them illegal or americans get mads telling you isn't about weapons and everything can be a weapon. Well then try do a mass shootings with an hammer, a knife or a rock.

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  • pcgaming PC Gaming GTA 6 has patented a new locomotion system to make "highly dynamic and realistic animations"
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 33%

    Failing project ahead, another game with a lot of promises, from a company basically dead who lays on gta-online profits, in a globally economic crises that rises more that ever where gaming is become a luxury because overpriced hardware and softwares. How pretending.

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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    Same, people keep me asking, why don't you have whatsup, facebook, instagram or gmail? Fucking hell, we living in a dystopia where everyone need this apps as basic, corporation win and everyone clapping like monkeys.

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  • greentext Greentext Anon's dad loves Chrono Trigger
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    Talking about games true ruin the gaming experience, hard point but real, anyway anon father is an asshole.

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  • funny Funny I should start randomly messaging people this
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    We have claws too and teeths, I will bite his head off, rip his belly with my hand. Sure the honey badger will take maybe half of my face off, an eye, maybe even one of my hand, but I say I will win at last.

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  • funny Funny I should start randomly messaging people this
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 100%

    Why did you give them a gun? Challenging fight with both btw, without guns, maybe I will lose one eye or something, but I will fight for win.

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  • 4chan 4chan Story of Cruz
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  • banana_meccanica banana_meccanica 11 months ago 34%

    No, I say illegal, not harder to get.

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    Scienza e tecnologia banana_meccanica 11 months ago 88%
    Etere elemento fondamentale

    Ho una domanda alla quale vorrei una risposta semplice, non per forza esatta ma con qualche base, e possibilmente non un lungo trattato scientifico. La domanda è: Esiste l'etere luminifero? Ha qualche collegamento con la quint'essenza? Esiste la possibilità di sintetizzare questa definizione di etere? Potrebbe indicare che la dimensione dello spazio vuoto oltre le nostre dimensioni sia proprio colmo, o sommerso, in questo elemento? Grazie per le eventuali risposte.

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    Asklemmy banana_meccanica 11 months ago 22%
    Importance of a low intellectual quotient

    In recent weeks I have met a pretty and sweet girl with what I consider her only biggest problem: her IQ. She is slow, does not remember things and has no concentration at all, has no arguments, systematically repeats the usual twenty words. (A bit like the character of Forrest Gump, for those who do not know what low iq means). I feel like I like it to go deeper, but I wonder if it's not a mistake. Do you have similar experiences?

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    Mental Health banana_meccanica 12 months ago 100%
    Life outside comfort zone

    I'm about to explode because of a person, one of the bosses at work, which is always ironic in a bad way, to tease, to feel superior. I've been obligated to suffer for a month, and now I feel like I explode. I do gym and meditate, but every week this person ruines everything. I'm afraid I ran out violently, I'm trapped because I don't have an alternative, there's only that job now and for next year, I wonder if my life is going to end like this, for a fight, fired and arrested, while the boss continues to enjoy and insult his employees....

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    Mental Health banana_meccanica 12 months ago 95%
    how to die slowly

    i thought I was getting better, but I'm falling apart. I feel like a clown, I interact with people, they laugh and then turn their backs. At the end of the day I'm back here, alone, and I'm so sick.

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    Mental Health banana_meccanica 12 months ago 94%
    I've been left behind

    The evening was going well until a person 15 years younger than me started talking to me about his 2-year-old son. And I think of my life, alone and miserable playing the loser.

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    Italy banana_meccanica 12 months ago 50%
    Uno Strappo. Il caso Nicola Tommasoli feddit.it

    Uno Strappo. Il caso Nicola Tommasoli a 15 anni dall'uccisione. Con Ture Magro. > Martedì 26 Settembre 2023 ore 21.00 > Aula T2, Polo Zanotto, Viale dell'Università 4 - Verona > Ingresso libero sino ad esaurimento posti Qui il 1 maggio 2008 è stato strappato alla sua giovane vita Nicola Tommasoli. Il suo ricordo sia per tutti un richiamo ai valori di rispetto della vita umana di tolleranza e convivenza civile il cui smarrimento fu causa della sua scomparsa

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    Uno Strappo. Il caso Nicola Tommasoli.

    Uno Strappo. Il caso Nicola Tommasoli a 15 anni dall'uccisione. Con Ture Magro. > Martedì 26 Settembre 2023 ore 21.00 > Aula T2, Polo Zanotto, Viale dell'Università 4 - Verona > Ingresso libero sino ad esaurimento posti >Qui il 1 maggio 2008 è stato strappato alla sua giovane vita Nicola Tommasoli. Il suo ricordo sia per tutti un richiamo ai valori di rispetto della vita umana di tolleranza e convivenza civile il cui smarrimento fu causa della sua scomparsa

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    Uno Strappo. Il caso Nicola Tommasoli.

    Uno Strappo. Il caso Nicola Tommasoli a 15 anni dall'uccisione. Con Ture Magro. > Martedì 26 Settembre 2023 ore 21.00 > Aula T2, Polo Zanotto, Viale dell'Università 4 - Verona > Ingresso libero sino ad esaurimento posti >Qui il 1 maggio 2008 è stato strappato alla sua giovane vita Nicola Tommasoli. Il suo ricordo sia per tutti un richiamo ai valori di rispetto della vita umana di tolleranza e convivenza civile il cui smarrimento fu causa della sua scomparsa

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    Uno Strappo. Il caso Nicola Tommasoli.

    Uno Strappo. Il caso Nicola Tommasoli a 15 anni dall'uccisione. Con Ture Magro. > Martedì 26 Settembre 2023 ore 21.00 > Aula T2, Polo Zanotto, Viale dell'Università 4 - Verona > Ingresso libero sino ad esaurimento posti >Qui il 1 maggio 2008 è stato strappato alla sua giovane vita Nicola Tommasoli. Il suo ricordo sia per tutti un richiamo ai valori di rispetto della vita umana di tolleranza e convivenza civile il cui smarrimento fu causa della sua scomparsa

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    Uno Strappo. Il caso Nicola Tommasoli.

    Uno Strappo. Il caso Nicola Tommasoli a 15 anni dall'uccisione. Con Ture Magro. > Martedì 26 Settembre 2023 ore 21.00 > Aula T2, Polo Zanotto, Viale dell'Università 4 - Verona > Ingresso libero sino ad esaurimento posti >Qui il 1 maggio 2008 è stato strappato alla sua giovane vita Nicola Tommasoli. Il suo ricordo sia per tutti un richiamo ai valori di rispetto della vita umana di tolleranza e convivenza civile il cui smarrimento fu causa della sua scomparsa

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    Machine Learning

    Sto provando a creare questo minestrone che è il macchine learning e più mi inoltro in questa impresa e maggiore è la voglia di buttare via tutto perche tutto questo creare sistemi di sistemi di sistemi che comunicano tra loro mi crea disagio nel suo modo di essere una matrioska infernale. Cosa ne pensate? Il machine learning ne vale veramente la pena?

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    Godot banana_meccanica 1 year ago 83%
    Frustraded with Import content

    I spending this days trying to import the adobe maximo models and animation, but this importing system really don't make me feel good. I can't properly editing anything inside godot that only some basic setting that easily broken everything. When I'm trying to add a new animation to an existing set its fails forcing me to re-do everything from begin. How can this make sense? Really I can't have an open animation library? Do I really need to redo everything everytine if I wish adding new animations? What do I missing to this process?

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    Godot banana_meccanica 1 year ago 90%
    What about the spicy Drama?

    What happen to Godot forum? Someone tell me it happen a drama with administrator. Mind to tell the story? It is for this reason that Q&A is closed for migration?

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    Caffè Italia banana_meccanica 1 year ago 100%
    Sanità pubblica italiana

    Domanda per chi si è imbarcato in questa impresa. Quale è stato il periodo piú lungo che avete dovuto attendere? In particolare con priorità bassa. Chiedo perchè sono rimasto di stucco ricevendo nel ultimo mese (con impegnativa) più volte la porta in faccia sentendomi dire che è impossibile prendere una data, che è tutto occupato per i prossimi 90 giorni, che dovrei telefonare tutti i giorni per avere un posto (???). Mi demoralizza molto questo modo di gestire le cose casualmente.

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    Italy banana_meccanica 1 year ago 100%
    Al Bar dopo dieci anni...

    Oggi sono andato al bar del mio paese dopo dieci anni che non frequentavo più. Avevo fame e ho pensato di fare una cosa che un tempo consideravo normale, cioè consumare una piadina al bar. Appena ho letto il prezzo della piadina ho capito di essere approdato in un nuovo mondo, che tutto è cambiato e che me la potevo sognare. 4€ e 20 centesimi per una piadina che dieci anni fa avrei pagato la metà, e difatti nel portafoglio l'unica cose che avevo erano 2€ e qualche centesimo. Penso a quanto possa cucinare a casa mia con 4.20€ e mi sembra ridicolo. Non credo consumerò mai più in locali pubblici, che vita miserabile.

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