I want to believe. I don't know what to expect but I am try and hopes other too. I believe we all want to be happy , I hope we all figure out. Either way we die at the end.

What the names of tomatoes like that? Is it hard to do?

It took me too many tries to get pass the office first season.

Dumb. Can see but I am not really able to process it or it takes me a real long time. That's the simplest way I can put it.

Lovely

People want to survive a nuclear blast? Interesting

Me as an adults just gonna be here taking notes for my own reading list , you all are the best for recommending

2022 sometime in may. Probably.

How do you know this?

(゜o゜) How you did that? Posting from another community and that post from that community showing as a like a reboot in this community?! I have never seen that before. Also congrats UK.

Thank you!

Is the best and healthiest relationship I got in my family , I can't imagine my life without her being a part of it which is funny because I really didn't like her as a kid and use to be really mean to her ; I am the older one. I guess shares trauma and me realizing I was an ass wipe then asking for forgiveness goes a long way. She tells me that she remembers well the first time I hugged her , apparently I was about 7 or 8 and she picked up my toys for me and I was grateful so I hugged her ( I don't remember this)

Currently we live half the world away from each other , and with some luck maybe not for much longer. She has completely aliened herself from the family including my parent I guess my mom is an expection because she occasionally calls her. I didn't at least I haven't completely not like her and we respect and love each other enough to still agree to disagree in a lot of things and still love and support each other to the best of our abilities. I hope you all got a person around like that , I got really flipping lucky it is my sister.

The website seems fine , at least a week ago. But the app which I rarely use. I had to use it recently and oh boy. Is horrendous and overwhelming. Geez.

Midnight Gospel

I mentioned the law first time I heard of it , one of the uncle's said "who's is going to tell? Will you?" And oh boy did that freak me out. This year before leaving my grandma asked me "why are you going against family?" All I said is that I wasn't trying to have a go at nobody that I was sorry. I hugged her and left. It is all very bitter and sad. I can't watch.

With some luck I am hopefully leaving town sometime next year. I don't want to be around if this goes bad and the police is involve, they will probably think it was me if I am around for that. I don't understand what they are all thinking , and I frankly don't want to.

Yup. When I mention it , I was screamed at and told "I should mind my own business" , "He is an adult he knows what he is doing" and "who am I do judge other people" I am not proud of THAT situation. My family is fucked but we are ALL welcome at Christmas dinner, I go for the free meal and to hug my grandma and leave right after. Apparently the girlfriend's family is very close to my cousin's mother , I don't know them . Is all messed up (¯―¯٥)

Aunt (?) And cousin. Apparently Aunt has being drinking since the 23 by the 24 at night she was drunk out of her mind; insulted and scolded my cousin and his girlfriend in front of everyone in the family dinner at grandma's because the girlfriend was wearing a croptop. I frankly though it would've being about the fact that she is 14 and he is 20. ( But apparently not. I personally left when they arrived. I got told about the fight later) Everybody left or kept on arguing after that. Hopefully your holiday's dinners are better .

Sold a Story

Uhm if I do a lot I feel tired , wake up groggy. Is fun in general. My nightmares are super manageable but I still like to sit back and let my brain do its thing is less taxing for me and more fun and unexpected. I haven't manage not dreaming on purpose, I wonder if that's possible.

Edit: just realised that you ask about tales and reading. I can't read very well in my dreams , when I read is all weird and even numbers look kind of off, so I haven't being able to do that not that I have tried very hard. Lmao uhm I guess I am able to consistently do magic in my dreams and dream different scenario in fantasy worlds like harry potter , lord of the ring or song of ice and fire. If I am reading something IRL I can go through it again in my head and watch it like a movie if I really want to. I don't like flying and wet dreams are extra fun too (ﾉ´∀｀*)

BlackBerry

There is a sponsor block version O.O dope. Thanks

Is newpipe a hidden gem? It was to me until 6 months ago.

Aaah~ one of my favourite repost.

Happy birthday 🎈

Heck yeah! Thank you so much! I can keep my data? Yes please

Omg look at the kitty~ (´꒳`)♡

Awesome more people reading. Funny thing I am currently watching a 7 hour long video on Lightlark , a book made and hyped by ans for booktok. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y5LS_HQHjXA)

Like kimson said "even Twilight got people to read, and once they started reading, they learned to read something better" which is true for me. My first not-school book was Twilight and ever since I never stopped reading and Twilight pretty unreadable now that I am older but I enjoy the movies and the nostalgia of it all :D

You're the worst

You did IT! Amazing!

If the goal is to keep me alive , away from harm, then yes. Uhm , in other terms it was unclear for me. My mental health work hasn't stop since being allowed to go. Keep in mind that my instutionalistion was forced. Hope this info helps somehow.

Probably because of the upvotes?

A beauty

Beautiful

Aw that's so nice. I really like the color!

Thanks

Take your time , no rush. The world is a mess anyways , so just concentrate on nourishing yourself , whatever that might mean for you. I am glad you can at least find randos to communicate with on the internet :)

You'll figure out , because you are telling us you want to and need to , maybe is just taking time. Anything you do or don't do with that in mind is a step , even a tiny bity one , towards who are trying to be. Well tbh i really don't know anything but at least I believe this for myself , just hope it helps. good luck and be well. From a rando on the internet

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Yes.