Male gender stereotypes leading to me experiencing gender confusion

I'm (prob) a cis male.

I was unsure about my gender. Male gender (where i live) is big on like liberatarian principles (ex toxic masculinity) and i don't have the same real aspirations of like being a big ceo and, working out a lot, hordes of hook ups etc. What also added to my confusion was, when talking to some people about the fact that i experience emotional pain and getting called a nicer versions of pussy.

I think i'm cis male who doesnt have (some?) typical masculinity goals.

Figure someone might be interested in this story.