Trying to access Zen@lemmy.ml from lemm.ee

Hi there, I recently joined the zen community from lemmy.ml and I noticed that when I joined, all the comments from posts in this community went to zero, and I no longer have access to any of the comments (I believe they're all lemmy.ml users), and I'm also curious as to if they can see my posts/comments...

I was thinking about creating a zen community on lemm.ee but wasn't sure if I'd need to as there is already one on here. But I also noticed that I cannot register on lemmy.ml as the registration is closed. Anyone have any suggestions? Thanks!